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i was in biology today and a couple of friends of mine were playing with glitter glue. i fucking hate glitter. so does byron. so on the way to lunch, one of the said friends decided to tell byron that i have glitter. i told him immediately that it was a lie, but he refused to believe it. therefore, i was ignored and eventually yelled at because of the false believe that i had glitter in my possession. i felt that i was baby-sitting a 3 year old when really he is 17 years old. "i don't even want to stand next to you".

well thank you, byron. i hate you too.

Dear diary, i guess it was more than 2 hrs befor i wrote this diary entry. you are reading the days of an avrage girl life: by charley m. today while i was in science mrs. weikel was handing back papers. she is so mean!!!!! the only time i ever like is in summer WHEN I DONT GET TO SEE HER!!!!!!!! but this summer i am going to summer school WITH MRS.WEIKEL UGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!! .I am sick of katlinn b ofr any els like this they ask you if you like this person or if you like that person it gets realy annoing. just that part, she is realy nice and funny my whole class is my bff. my super best freinds are caleigh d, kelley f, chalsea w,and last and sertantly not least brooklynn d. brooklynn and i have been best friends since 1st grade and we still keep in touch. and of corse my family. that whasthe story of the days of an avrage gril life

Thursday, May 31 - 10:30 a.m.

Plasmapherisis will be continued today and tomorrow. He is opening his eyes and nodding his head. So much improvement over the past few days! Words cannot express how grateful we are to have so many loving friends and family members that continue to pray and lift Ron up.

Due to infection control, only limited family members will be allowed to visit Ron. Once his condition improves, Ron will love visits from his special friends. We will let you know once we feel the time is right.Thanks again for your support and understanding during this time.

Thursday, May 31 - 10:30 p.m,

Our visit with Ron tonight was encouraging. Although he still remains sedated, he is still opening his eyes and trying to focus. He seemed to be comfortable and nodded his head to a few questions. We hope his progress continues. They will be doing the plasmapherisis again tomorrow.

Well like i said i was gonna go im not i found my mom's laptop so i decided to bring it over to my sister's bed and type. This journal thing helps me so much. I've been through so much and i ask myself why i keep holding on? Why dont i give up?

But i cant my mind understands what my heart doesnt want to. I have to help everyone in my family i act like im ok but inside im sick of crying sooner or later im gonna run out of tears. My mom is sick with soemthing called anxziety and my sister just has her attitude problems. I miss my dad he always helped us and he always made me feel safe and that he will always be there cheering me on. The baby finally fell asleep and im finally free to type without a baby trying to type 538614890161 gdfbg. That kinda annoys me.

My dad left us when i was 5 or7 i dont remember because it's been a long long time. Im so sad and broken and none understands not even my closest friends.

i tell myself people who lost everything pretend they didnt and i who have lost nothing feel like im gonna burst into zillion pieces.

Thank god i dont let out the pain in cutting and sometimes i have to think b4 i start to think i should but i barely think of that. Anyways i've been having a tiredexhaustiondepressedhappy day. I just dont know whar i should do anymore.

Before i die of Thurst im gonna go get a drink PEACEE

have a good night!!

SWEET DREAMS OHH SWEET DREAMS

FOR ILL SEE YOU IN THE MORNING SWEET DREAMSS OHHHHHHHHHHHH SWEET DREAMS DONT LET THE BED BUGS BITE.

Hey All you bloggers it's me Beauty. Today was a normal day except i found out that one of my bffl was talking behind my back and thats the only thing i dispise in the whole world. it's not fair im the only one in that school that doesnt talk behind peeps backs. Besides, she talked behind my back because im friends with everybody. I mean middle school is where people hate you for the stupidest reasons. I never knew people can be so evil. I mean im a very social person i cant help it.....im a chatterbox. I talk about random things at random times and i think people should do the same and not stay quiet. Being quiet is showing that your not a social person.

I was writing a song about how a girl cant stand being her crush's second choice and it reminds me of who i like John. I was talkign to him and when i see his face sometimes i think Cupid has struck me [({again})]. He's so ADORABLE i luvv him!!!

The whole day was fine. My Aunt got surgery because she has an ''egg'' in her stomache it's not a baby though. I've been babysitting since 3:00 and it's 8:50.

I have to go watch my favorite show but b4 i go i want to tell you all i will be glad to be your friends.

We went to Keyhole Thursday night (24th) with the new camper. We set it up and even had a little help from T and C. Then I went to my mom's for a late dinner and shared with her my true feelings about her loser boyfriend. I see him using her and I think it is really sad he hasn't had a job for over a year and is junking out her property! She knew all this but doesn't seem to care! I think she is scared because she is in way over her head!

THEN we stayed the night, 1st night in the camper, then Friday AM headed to town for work!~ I took the boys to Janes and even had time to get Starbuck! I was a happy camper!

FRI, Sat, SUn nights were at Keyhole with CN. It was a great time. jay and San got a spot right next to us and we all had a wonderful time. I cooked meals and everything worked well except for the battery on the camper! Linc charged it up for me. I guess he has to be good for something,,, then he actually rigged it so it would work till I could go get a part replaced!

It was kinda chilly so I didn't get in the water but everyone else did. Thars came out and they surfed! I guess I will have to try it sometime! Did I mention my inlaws actually watched the boys Monday, overnight and Tues. as I didn't have a sitter! I guess things went okay but I doubt they will offer anytime soon! I bet they wore them out!!!!

This week has been good except I have vertigo and had a messed up left shoulder! I went to Voodoo Paula and she seemed to do wonders on my shoulder but my vertigo is still around I don't really know what is wrong with me! I think it is combo of motion sickness from the boat and stress! I need school to be over so I can just CHILL for a couple of days!

This weekend we are going to Spearfish for CN's powerlifting meet! I need to get my camper back from the camper place in rapid and then get some yard work done!

"Today, I love you more than yesterday, but not as much as tomorrow."